A dash of PINK!

I added a dash of pink to my blog today... actually changed its look completely!

Was feeling bored, work was not entertaining, boss was absent (not that he matters). I realised that the colour Pink is just what I needed to pep up the day... so I wore pink colour and decided to add a dash of pink to Merry Times.

This apart the days are not what they used to be - but then nostalgia is of no use what so ever... so I'll stop right there!

Today we are debating the +es and -ses of Marriage... I am still debating it in my mind - and I have not come to a conclusion to yet!

Day 3 of school

And Dhruv is down with fever and throat infection... hmmm... two months of virus and bacteria free time and two days in mixed environment and my baby goes down with a fever. Really!

Dhruv goes to School

Yes... he is three and a half and he started school today!
It went quiet smoothly... we dropped him off at 8.20 and picked him after an hour... he looked as if he was on the brink of tears but then decided not to cry.., I am proud of him :)!

That apart... work is starting rather slowly ... so am starting to work on it!

Sleep & dreams!

I am feeling soooooooooo sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy!

I am scared to look at my keyboard . I feel that if I were to look down then my eyes would close and I would nod off and fly away to dream land.

Dream land reminds me of the dream I had this morning.. :))... it so funny - mixed with elements of mystrey, sex, some serious discussion and great fun! Well dream over, I wake up and get ready for office. Well I walk into the office - and I run into the hero of my dream :)... I really admire my self-control:)) 

Well that is my dream! But Dhruv .. has informed me that he doesn't like dreams. Yesterday night when I kissed him goodnight and said "sweet dreams"... he replied "Amma, I don't like dream land. I don't want dreams" He was quiet adamant about it and got distressed when I kept smiling at him. Finally, he went to sleep only after I told him that I'll keep all dreams tied in dream land!

:)

Ah... but resolutions are not meant to be kept

I resolved, I'd write everyday on the blog... but then I guess I have not been resolute enough.

I was on a holiday... and then when I joined office - I realised that blog had been disabled - phew... and that is the reason why until today I have not been able to log on to you dear merry times!

Hmmm... life has been nice and relaxed... but I am back to the dismal feeling of nothingness again...

My life pre-marriage was very different - my 'then' friends if they were to see me now would be taken aback. I have changed so ... so...much. I have surprised myself with all the change in me. 

Now it is just this - I miss feeling.
I miss the feeling that my life amounted to something
I miss doing something naughty
I miss doing something spontaneous
I miss passion
I even miss the booze

But then I have
an adorable kid
a cute hubby
a lovely family
and a slightly boring but stable work

hmmmmmmmmmm...